• welcome
  • Current Issue
  • archives
  • field notes
  • shop
  • Support
Menu

Cordella Press

Street Address
Mount Shasta, California
Phone Number
Intersectional feminist press featuring women and nonbinary creatives in our print and online journal, chapbooks, and broadsides.

Your Custom Text Here

Cordella Press

  • welcome
  • Current Issue
  • archives
  • field notes
  • shop
  • Support

Starlings in Flight

July 17, 2020 cate clother
image by Nicholas Bartos

image by Nicholas Bartos

 

Starlings in Flight

Amanda A. Gibson

It’s gray, the winter landscape along the power line right-of-way offering little of interest. The landscape mirrors my somber mood: sepia-washed acres of scrubby thorns, flat grasses, milkweed husks. The cold, moist air settles heavily. A flash of scarlet crosses the path ahead, a male cardinal whose coat pops. Just as quickly he’s gone.

I track a tittering, tapping sound to the forest edge where a swarm of starlings has descended. Some of the black birds rest in the trees, others alight on the ground and instantly rise. They’re far enough away and so numerous it’s difficult to focus on one before it lifts off and wings away. At last I discern that some peck at the leaf litter, making swift jabs at the ground before they rise, as if the earth scorches their toes. They must be plucking insects from the thawed soil. I’ve seen murmurations of starlings before, but I’ve rarely seen them alight on the ground. 

While the birds swoop and tap, they whistle, a more melodious song than their evening jeers. Beneath the birds’ vocals runs a river of sound, like water coursing over rocks in a waterfall. There’s no water in sight, however, just a clutch of scrubby bushes and thorns that run beneath the power lines. The trees stand naked and immobile, so it’s not the wind. Concentrating, I separate from the flow of sound the hum and crackle of electricity coursing overhead. I’m mystified as to what is making the loud rushing noise.  

I pause, considering. Could the sound be the birds rustling the leaves as they land and take off? There must be a couple hundred of them, but it’s hard to believe that would account for the level of noise. I watch, hands jammed in my pockets for warmth, fascinated by the starlings’ industry.

I don’t need to wait long for an answer. A metallic boom from industrial equipment a half mile away startles the birds. They rise en masse in a timpani of wings to return to the branches. When the rushing noise ceases, I realize I’m correct. Now the starlings sit immobile, noiseless, no doubt deciphering whether there’s a threat. The silence that ensues feels infinite and mystical, part of the web of the universe. Even here, not far from a city, I’m cradled in its embrace.  

The starlings resume their show, taking up their dance and song. Soon they begin to fly away between the trees, still singing, an avian shuttle weaving a loom. More starlings appear from over a rise, also threading the trunks. I’m astonished by their speed and agility. Wave after wave of starlings follow until there are a thousand birds or more, a curtain of black pouring into the forest. The chorus of voices retreats and, finally, is gone. I stand in the quiet.

 

Amanda A. Gibson

Amanda A. Gibson is an environmental lawyer who has worked for the Environmental Protection Agency and Maryland's agricultural preservation program. She writes memoir, personal essays, and short stories. Her work has appeared in The Common, Under the Gum Tree, Little Patuxent Review, Six Hens, and The Sunlight Press.

Tags Prose
← Cry the Beloved EarthNew Country →

Welcome to Field Notes, featuring emerging and established women-identifying and nonbinary writers and artists.

Field Notes is edited by Kelly Riechers DiCristina, Molly Kugel, and Cate Clother.


  • Poetry
  • Prose
  • Book Reviews
  • Music
  • Chapbook
  • Book Lists
  • Interview

Follow Cordella on Instagram for meaningful content each week!

i cannot tell if i am threatened from within or without. the technician calls the doctor. the doctor / calls more technicians. they are saying the word tumor. they are saying the word cancer. they / point to the bubbly gray screen. dissociate. associ
Bird Body by @zoefaystindt is back in stock with her second printing! 🦢 She sold out with her first run—now’s your chance to snag a copy of this gorgeous chap, before she flies away! 🪶

Tweet with us!

  • Cordella Press
    RT @SundressPub: In this month's installment of #WeCallUponTheAuthorToExplain, Marah Hoffman talks with SAFTA alum Zoë Fay-Stindt ab… https://t.co/IF21pON7jd
    Apr 4, 2023, 3:31 PM
  • Cordella Press
    RT @POETSorg: After the wintry pain, And the long, long sorrow, Sing, heart!—for thee again Joy comes with the morrow. —… https://t.co/qZs5an6dwL
    Mar 30, 2023, 11:46 PM

Our Team | SUBMISSIONS | CONTACT

Keep in Touch

Sign up to receive occasional updates from Cordella Press.

Thanks for inviting us to your inbox! We’re glad to meet you.